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‘Tuhan nggak pernah salah nentuin jalan’ ujar adik les gw. Heran deh beberapa hari ini isine ngopi terus, ngobrol perkara iman. Kemaren sama temen kuliah lalu sama mantan temen kuliah trus kemaren lusanya lagi jelas aja secara hari Minggu mana malemnya lagi gw nonton MTGW. Cuma yang paling unexpected itu ya pas dengerin curhat nya anak tadi. Anak SMP udah ngomong panjang lebar soal begituan ckckckck.

Singkat cerita berawal dari kegalauannya untuk masuk ke salah satu SMA favorit hingga akhirnya curhat ngalor ngidul mulai dari ngabsen SMA satu demi satu, terus melompat ke soal visi misi hidup x_x menurutnya orang itu harus memiliki tujuan, tidak hanya sekedar sukses tetapi lebih dari itu, bisa memberikan sumbangsih bagi orang lain, please deh anak SMP coy. Terus lanjut ke berbagai profesi mulai dari karyawan kantoran yang puas diri dengan gaji segitu, bos yang seharusnya bisa membantu sesama dan karyawannya, hingga PNS yang menggiurkan karena dianggap menawarkan duit yang berlimpah tapi toh tetap saja karyawan. Lalu mulai deh berjalan-jalan keluar negeri, membandingkan kondisi Indonesia dengan negara tetangga hingga membahas soal UKM yang seakan bukan lagi dianaktirikan oleh pemerintah melainkan sudah nggak dianggap anak sama sekali. Heran gw ini curhatnya sampe ngurusin negara segala x_x Sudah ngobrol ngalor ngidul, ujung-ujungnya kembali lagi ngopi. Memang sih dia belum tahu apakah akan berhasil diterima di SMA itu, tapi dia sih tetep berusaha untuk percaya.

Hal yang menarik dari anak ini adalah sikapnya yang positif dan idealis, padahal masih SMP. Gw sih nggak tahu ya tapi dari pengalaman banyak orang seiring dengan berjalannya waktu semua itu akan luntur dan memudar. Idealisme akan terkikis oleh pahitnya kenyataan dan masalah hidup yang menghimpit, sedangkan nilai-nilai positif yang diyakini tak lagi dapat dipertahankan kala diperhadapkan dengan masalah perut, ego, dan konflik kepentingan. Tak sedikit orang yang memilih kompromi menjadi satu-satunya jalan tengah. That’s how life goes on.

Menutup tulisan geje ini, gw copas acara ngopi sama temen malem-malem. Bersyukur itu membuat orang jadi nggak stress. Rela menerima apa yang ada mengusir pikiran yang aneh-aneh, rasa ketidakpuasan dan kepahitan. Karena dengan bersyukur kita akan memperoleh ketenangan dan kedamaian abadi, bukan omonganku lho cuma copas ha5 =p

When God answer the pray 9

God, where are You? Show me Yourself! I wanna complain to You…

Here I am, my son. And I can’t wait to hear your complain…

God, You’re unfair. Look at my job! Even I work hard and always work overtime why I don’t get promoted, but my friend does? It’s not fair!

So it’s the problem? You just aren’t satisfied because don’t get promoted?

God! It is not ‘just’… You know how I have worked hard for years. But what did I get? Nothing. But he, his work was horrible. He couldn’t do everything by himself. He always asked for a help, and I always helped him. Since such useless one like him gets promoted, it can’t be done. I reject it!

So, you think you’re better than him?

Of course God. I always do my job well and on time. Everyone is satisfied with my performance. So it should be me rather than him who get promoted!

So, you think you’re the best employee?

I… am… I always do my best.

What have you done so you are fit to get the best employee title? Have you really do your best?

Emm… actually I… but God, it’s same with him. He does nothing too.

Stop looking at him. Look at yourself! Right now, in your current position, you’re so arrogant. What will you be if you get promoted? You’ll be more arrogant.

Ok God. You are right for this one. But I think getting him promoted is a failure.

I’ve told you to stop looking at everyone else. Moreover, it’s My right to decide. I’m the God, not you. Everything I give to you is enough. Envy not to him.

But God, I still think it’s unfair for me. I have done everything for nothing. My hard work, my struggle is meaningless.

It’s not right. Your achievement is truly the result of your hard work.

But it’s not enough for me. I want more. I think I suppose to get more than this.

My son, I give you what do you need, not what do you want. Remind yourself, everything is mine and I’m free to give it to him who I want to give as I give you everything. Stop getting unsatisfied and be thankful for what with you now.

I know your heart is still unsatisfied. It’s ok. Not easy to be thankful, isn’t it? But when you are able to thanks for your life, you’ll be able seeing the beauties around you. Try it, trust Me!

Ok God, I’ll try…

And one thing, look at the beautiful side of your grumble. It can create a post that I hope many people will be blessed…

 

Words of hope…

About the question : why?

It’s answer is : because we are able to stand for it…

— the words of hope —

I get it from a friend…