happy new year!!!

73819d84165f11c3e67c35317e044242.jpg Happy new year everyone! 2016 has ended and we get in 2017 now. Talking about new year, actually I don’t have anything special. I think new year isn’t different with the other days. I don’t know why some people celebrated it in a luxurious way. Some people got a party and the others went to a special place. Well, I myself prefer stayed at home and watched the television. That’s what I did last night.

You don’t think that I will write nothing but rubbish, do you? When I reflected what is the meaning of new year, I got that new year was not about celebration, but it was about how we gave thanks for everything happened in the last year. Ok, maybe some things were bad, but I thought not all of them were. I believe there were a lot of beautiful things happened in 2016. I still remembered how I started 2016 with uncertainty, worrying a lot of things but in the end of it, some things I worried before were amazingly ended happily, even not all of them. However, when thought about it somehow I felt that I was blessed. Looking through the past, maybe I could have something worse happened in my life, but it didn’t happen. I’m still here, breath healthily and I can write my story.

Ok maybe you want to complain about your dreams that you couldn’t accomplish in 2016, or about your wishes that weren’t granted. It is ok. I have it too, but I think we still have a plenty time to accomplish our dreams. We have been given a chance in 2017 so let’s do something about it. I feel sorry for them who didn’t make their way to 2017. So instead of regretting the past, I think it is the time for us to plan something in 2017. I think new year means I’m still given a trust to make something better. So let’s take the chance to accomplish our dreams in 2017.

About our worries, ok it’s not easy not to worry anything we don’t know before. I am worrying a lot of things too, but look at us. We still stand here. We have been success passing the 2016 and the years before. So nothing needs to be worried.  If God pleased, He will let us get everything we want. He will guide us in 2017 as what He has done for years. So cheers up! Let’s take the first step in 2017 with give thanks and promising to make everything in 2017 better than before.  Happy new year and have a blessed year!


Behind the door

A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing the examination room and said, “Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.”

Very quietly, the doctor said, “I don’t know.”

“You don’t know? You, a Christian man, don’t know what is on the other side?”

The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side of which came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said, “Did you notice my dog? He’s never been in this room before. He didn’t know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing… I know my Master is there and that is enough…

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When God answer the pray 10

Day 1

God where are You? I have a problem. It’s very big. God, You know the man working in my company, the newbie. My boss hired him few weeks ago. Oh God, it is a disaster. I find that he is a thief, a hacker. And I think he is on the way to steal any secret information about the company.

Day 3

God, why are You keep silent? It has been some days since he hacked my server. I had said to my boss, but he didn’t believe me. What should I do?

God, please answer me. Oh, don’t keep silent. Please do something God, please…

Day 6

Oh God, why don’t You do something? You know, this morning I heard that the man, the thief, the hacker, he would get promotion. It’s not right God. Please do something, don’t let it happened.

Day 7

God, where are you? It has been a week, and there is nothing changed. You did nothing so I decided to do something. I will make it sure that everyone knows his true face. He is a wolf in a sheep form.

Day 10

God! Why don’t You help me? You know I did it for good sake, but my boss still didn’t believe me. Instead of got reward, my boss blamed me. I even got punishment for my good intention. It’s not fair God. And You, You God, You did nothing! You didn’t help me even once. Please answer me, speak to me God…

God, You keep silent. You did nothing even you know it is not right. He is a wicked man. He is a thief, but you let him got success in his evil way. God I can’t believe You. Why do You let it happened…

Day 13

God, You don’t answer me even a single word. You had left me alone. You care not me anymore. Tomorrow he will be promoted. And I can’t do anything to prevent it. It is You who let the wicked one get everything he wants. I don’t want to speak with You anymore.

Day 14

God, sorry for misunderstanding You. Sorry for blaming You. Now I know that You are God who do not leave me even for a second. God, You had known that my boss knew everything about him, and he pretended to believe him, hadn’t You? I’m sorry God. I knew nothing, but thought that I knew everything. Moreover, I didn’t believe You and thought that You blessed the wicked one, instead of punished him. Please God, I’m sorry.

Dear Son, I was silent didn’t mean I did nothing. I just want you keep believe in Me. I have my own way to deal with him. Doubt not, but believe in Me. Am I not the God who blesses the good men and curse the wicked ones?

God, I’m sorry. Please forgive me…

I do, but promise Me that you will trust Me in all condition. Can you do it?

I’ll try God… I’ll try. I’m promise…

On the way 7

I was in the train heading back to home when suddenly the train stopped for a while. I wait and wait. It felt so long. I hated waiting. I think it was wasting time.  While waiting, I wanted to complain to the train’s driver. I wanted to go to his room and asked him to run the train as soon as possible. I didn’t want to wait any longer. But suddenly I thought, the driver must know what happened outside and he has told that another train would pass or there must be something else that only known by him. If I asked him and forced him to run the train, maybe something terrible would be happened.

It was similar with our life. There was a time when I lost my patience and wanted to hurry up achieve something I wanted. But it did not happen as my wish. In my misunderstanding, I complained God. I was angry with Him. I knew He had His own reason. I knew He did it for my sake. Even though, I couldn’t understand it.  Maybe it was called faith, even I didn’t know but I keep believed.


When God answer the pray 7

God You know so many people don’t believe in You. Can’t You show Yourself so they will believe that You are exsist and You are the living God, can You?

My Son, I have already show My glory through the sun that shines your world everyday, the song of birds that nice in your ear, the air that you breathe. It’s not that I don’t want to, but it’s up to each of you wheter you choose to believe in Me or not.

But God, I think it’s usual. We had it everyday. Can You make it more fascinating, or maybe You can show Yourself so they can see You and believe…

I’ve told yoy. The problem is not Me, it’s them. Even I show Myself or I create a magnificiant miracle, if they are unwilling to open their heart , it will be useless. Trust Me, I had did it 2000 years ago.

So God, is there no way the unbeliever believe in You?

It is your part to tell them about Me. But take it aside, why suddenly you want Me to prove Myself as God?

I just want they believe in You…

Rather than forcing other believe, check yourself first, do you truly believe in Me? Is there any single moment you doubt Me?

Honestly, I did it. There were many times I failed to believe.

Now you know it’s the matter of heart. When you closed your heart for Me, you kicked Me out from the God’s throne in your life. You want others believe in Me but you, yourself don’t truly believe in Me. I have power to make everyone believe in Me but I prefer let they come to Me with all their heart.

You see so many people who fail believing, it’s not I who fail, but it’s their failure, because they prefer to close their eyes, their ears, their heart and follow the wisdom of this world. It’s your part to say about the truth so they can know the truth, and it will open their eyes, their ears and their heart.

But once again I told you, even I can’t force you to do it, it’s your choice to take a part or to keep silent…

When God answer the pray 5

God, I’m scare about my future. What will happened to me?

Why do you scare? Don’t you believe in Me?

Yeah God. I do. But I think this world get more hazardeous days by days. I read the news about poverty, criminalism, war, famine, natural disasters and so many news that make me have no confidence about my future.

Hahaha… that shows you do not believe in Me. I’m God. Everything is OK under My control.

But God, is there any guarantee for me?

What kind of guarantee do you ask? Is My Word not enough for you?

It’s not like that. I just want a sign. Something like that.

So you want a sign that will make you believe in Me?


I told you, that believe come first. Faith comes by believing not by seeing. If you want  sign, have I not given you sign for your ages. Turn your face to the past. As long as you live, didn’t I provide what you need? It’s same with your future. I’ll provide your need in the future. Worry not and fear not as long as you believe in Me and follow my path.

Now do your live today. Let tomorrow worry for himself. And don’t forget to always give thanks for today because today is the tomorrow you worried yesterday.   

I know that’s not easy God. But I’ll try…