When God answer the pray 12

Hi God, where are You?

Here I am, My son. Now, what is it, what are you going to complaint? Please take your time. I am here, listening to you.

God, You told it as seem as I always come to You for complaining…

I am not wrong, am I?

Yeah You are right. I always have been come to You for complaining everything about my life. You are totally right.

Oh, and one more, not only complaining, you are blaming Me too. So, what is your case today?

Oh God, You make me feel guilty. I’m ashamed of myself.  , I’m not standing here for complaining or blaming You, at least it is not today…

So what do you want from Me?

I just want to discuss with You. Our conversation last time, when I complained, ok You right it was a complain, You asked me to think about my problem. Now, I come here to tell You something…

I wonder what is it, please tell Me…

I’ve been thinking about it, everything happened in my life, the happy moments and the sad ones. I’ve passed much hardness as long as I live. You know, I always asked why it has to be happened when I faced big problem. I thought and thought but I couldn’t understand. There were so many reasons, so many answers that were possible for answering it.

I knew You are God and it was Your right to decide the things would happen and the would not. I knew too that I was a mere human. What was I, instead of abandoned me, You loved me, protected me, and invested Your will on me. I couldn’t find any answer, but it was for Your glory for letting everything happened in my life, the good ones and the bad ones.

Please continue, I’m listening…

Even I still couldn’t understand why did You let it happened, but I tried to believe it was for my sake and to glorify Yourself.

Yeah, I think you got the point. Mere human of course can’t understand God’s mind, but believing will reveal everything. It is ok for you not knowing everything. Instead of knowing, I asked you for believing.

I’ll try to believe in You. It’s not easy.

Well, you right, it’s easier for believing in visible things rather than invisible God, isn’t it?

Haha, You’re right God. You make me feel ashamed again. Anyway God, thanks for being patient with me…

You’re welcome. Thanks for promising to believe in Me…

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Life

When I read my friend’s note somewhile ago, it was about life, about how life goes on, it made me wanted to write again the about life in English. I’ve written about it befor in Bahasa, but now I’m writing a little part about life.

I do believe that you have already thought about your life, maybe about what is the purpose of your life, what will you gonna be, or what is God’s plan for your life. I think it’s common. It’s not strange. But how can you find the answers of all your question about life? When will you get them? I belive as ling as we live in this world, we will always searcing the answer for our question about life.

Maybe some of you have already find the answer, or think that you’ve know what will your life drive you to. But I think most of us don’t really get it. Now, I wanna you to take a few time to stop thinking or searching. Just stop. Get outside, fell the sunshine touch your skin, breath the fresh air, listen the song of the birds. Take a walk for a moment to your neighbourghood. See whatever your eyes can can see, smell everthing your nose can smell, listen each voice that your ears can cacth.

Have you ever realized how beautiful this world is, how beautiful your life is? I want to say instead of trying to find the purpose of your life, it’s better to enjoy your life right now. Maybe now you don’t know what is the purpose of your life, or not yet find it, it’s ok. Don’t let it bothers you. I believe you will find it somedays, at the right time, as long as you keep to search.  God will reveal it on the right time, when you are ready. Remember how Moses took fourty years life in the desert before Lord called him to lead the Israelites went out from Egypt, or David’s struggled in his hideout for sometimes before he became second King of Israel, and don’t forget Joseph suffered in the jail for sometimes before the chief cupbearer remembered about him.

But now, just take your time to enjoy your life. Think it’s about enjoy the art performance, take an example when we watch the dance performance. Maybe we can’t get what the story or what the show want to tell us about, but even we can’t get the story, we still can enjoy the show, we still can catch the dancers dancing and maybe it’s ok if we can’t get the story, we just enjoy see the dancers dancing.  It’s similar with our life. Just enjoy your life, and get happy, have a grateful heart for your life.

Paradox (eng)

Is an opening created for an ending?

Or an ending is created first, so it needs an opening?

Is an encounter have to end with a separation?

Or a separation is decided when an encounter coming up?

Does a birth begin to end with a death?

What for a man born an live if at the end he will die?

It’s so funny isn’t it, this world is full of paradox…

If a life will end with a death,

Does it mean man lives for death?

No, it is not…

In the middle of an opening and an ending there is a story…

After an encounter and before a separation, there is a memorials…

And even we separated, the friendship we have will be eternal…

And between birth and death there is life…

Life certainty ends with death, but life is not death…

Everything happend for a purpose…

That’s why you have to find the meaning and purpose of your life, when you still alive…

Before death come and it will be too late…

Find and enjoy your life…